My god it's been awhile since I've blogged. Why? A loved/hated/needed/wanted/annoying/awesome/yucky/stressful/good and bad thing called Matilda Jane.
Today I went to the mall to feel "normal" For the past month and a half I have done nothing normal. I have done no laundry/cleaning/homework/cooking/living in the past month and a half. So I went to the mall with Sawyer, and shopped. Bliss. And I ran into a very near and dear to my heart old friend. We met when our youngest babes were 4 and 5 months old. Lisa is someone I think about every day. She's the kindest, calmest, one of the sweetest and classiest women I know. She has always had awesome taste....a wise, calm, thoughtful wisdom of many things that I have often admired. And I realized there are so many women, like Lisa, that I am so thoughtful I know. I'm going to periodically blog about them....today I thought to myself as I saw her beautiful children that the last time I saw were babies and are now a tall, beautiful young lady with a gorgeous color of hair (I pay A LOT of money for highlights like hers!) and a young handsome man who is no longer the little baby boy who was shy but curious the last time I saw him, that time is going too quickly. Crazy. I feel so old. I get so caught up in my daily "crap" that I don't realize that time is speeding by. I can't wait to get together with Lisa and catch up. I miss her...I miss all my girlfriends. So, I am going to blog about some of my favorite meaningful women in my life. I don't want to make anyone feel bad.....but I'm going to blog about some key women in my life that I have known for a very long time. Some of them will probably want to kill me after I post about them....maybe I'll use psydo names! But you'll know who you are!
And time is going so quickly seeing my own kids...sometimes I look at them and think "who the hell are you? where did you come from? you're mine? how can you possibly be mine?" the days are so long and the years are so short. It's going too quickly. I need to slow down...quickly! I'm tired of missing people, things, opportunities, etc. One more week...one more. I can do this..I can....and then I'm making calls and having some serious girl friend time!!!!